Time To Say Goodbye...

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:15 PM

Last edited by Robstar; 05-15-2013 at 06:37 PM.

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:15 PM

Dated 09-07-2012

Originally Posted by bearkg88

So, I don't know where to start. I posted this in the ICW thread, but wanted to post this here for others to see. Back in July I believe, I shut ICW down for numerous reasons. After some time though, I decided to come back to it, and keep it going. I loved writing. I originally just came to EWN to read articles and things of that nature, but last October I saw the prediction contest and started there. Then I started reading blogs and got into blogging. Then I thought "maybe I should get back into efedding, i use to love that". So I joined HWA. Things went well there, and I thought "man I am loving right now, and I have all this time in the world" Well then I got the girlfriend, and I thought i could still roll with the punches, and I could. Well, as any writer for efedding knows, the more your write, the more you get drained. Now, I would like to consider myself somewhat of a creative guy, and add in the fact that after PPV's, i didn't take a break like other efeds did. Well, the time has come where I am burnt out. I just don't have fun writing anymore. I thought I could make it to Glory Days, but even just coming up with the ideas for next weeks Karnage had me going "Man...I got to write this soon". With having a 9 month old little girl, a gf of nearly 6 months, talking of moving in, the new fall tv season starting soon, myself getting a new game system soon, and so many other things, I know there is alot that I can do to fill my time. So instead of sitting here, forcing myself to write a show when it's not in my heart, I felt it would be best just to step away. I think Robareid said it best when he said that this is a hobby, and when a hobby isn't fun anymore, you stop doing it. I'm sure I probably pissed some people off with my decision, and for those who are pissed, I'm sorry. For those who understand, thank you. I am not going to ask a mod to close it, mainly because if someone decides to keep ICW going, I want them to be able to. I will say this. If someone does want to keep it going, I am more than willing to inform you of what was going to happen but for the time being, I'm saying adios. Much like Robareid, I'm quiting, plain and simple. No efedding, no blogging. You might see me posting in the other forums, as I loved doing that before starting efedding, but for now, I'm gone. Sorry guys. Much love, and best of luck to you all.

Also, I wanted to give a shout out to a few people. The first being no_1eddie. This guy is a beast. He is by far the best creative person on EWN. He is a guy who I've been able to bounce ideas off of, and just bs with. I also want to thank Vandarius and Van Hooligan X for really stepping it up in ICW, as I thought there were two of the top 3 characters there. Also a big thanks to THBK for pushing me like he did in WWE, as well as Eddie again for the push he gave me in HWA

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:16 PM

Dated 03-13-2013

Originally Posted by bearkg88

So i want to give all of you a brief history of me and efedding. I'm 25 now, and when I was roughly 13 to 14 when I started. I first joined an efed called WWE TNL(To The Next Level). I joined as Shawn Michaels, and flourished somewhat. During that time, I then went to ICW. WWE TNL closed, so I was only with ICW. I joined there as Shawn Michaels, and did great, believe it or not. I eventually created the character Chris Divine, and he was brought to ICW. While in ICW, I joined a second efed, called ILW. There, I was primarily Eddie Guerrero. I had an amazing time in all of it, spending roughly 4 year all together in the three efeds. Around the age of 18-19, I stepped away from efedding, until I came to EWN, and came across HWA. So i joined HWA as Chris Divine, and upon plans continually changing, I made two goals for myself. The first was to be good enough to hold a world title of some sort, and to have a feud that I thought would be memorable. In my eyes, I've done that. Divine has feuded with Angelo, HolyJose, TDA, VanHooligan X, and now Artemis Eclipse. I've become the WWE Champion in the WWE fantasy efed, and honestly, I'm happy as I can be. This isn't a "i'm burnt out and dropping everything now" or "everything sucks blah blah blah" thread. Since I stepped from head of IWA, I've wondered when I would finally hang up the proverbial boots. the more and more I thought about it, I've come to decide this. May 30th. May 30th I will be stepping away. Now before certain efed owners freak, let me elaborate somewhat. On may 30th, I will be stepping away from TWE, JBW, and EWNCW. I will also be dropping Randy Orton and Damien Sandow in the WWE Fantasy fed. I've enjoyed my time in all three efeds, TWE, JBW, and EWNCW, but I also feel it's time for me to really pull back. I figure with giving a may 30th end date for the Divine and Cage character in the respective feds, it gives each efed owner the time to wrap out any storyline they might have going on. As for the WWE Fantasy efed, I've come to this conclusion. We have just reached Summerslam, leaving roughly 6 ppvs before we reach Wrestlemania. I plan on keeping my Kelly Kelly and Austin Aries going in that efed, and at Wrestlemania, that will be there bowing grace.

Now, this leaves only one efed left, IWA. When I started ICW, I wanted to make an efed that was successful. I did that not once,, but twice! I know IWA is in great hands with Benny, and if the day were to ever rise that he had to bow out completely for unforseen circumstances, and no one else could step up, I would, merely for the fact is that IWA is where my heart is. With that in mind though, I still have plans to pull my characters, Gabriel, and Chris Divine, from IWA. Next January is Destined for Immortality II. Currently already set is Tommy Thunder vs Chris Divine, a match and feud I've badly wanted to have happen since learning of Tommy Thunder in HWA. I plan on keeping both characters going until then, and help Benny make IWA the #1 efed on EWN in any way I can. I had considered just PMing efed owners, but I thought this might be better as a thread. So...like I said..the day has been set...sort of.

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:16 PM

Dated 04-15-2013 (IWA thread)

Originally Posted by bearkg88

So i guess this will be my final post in the IWA thread. What Benny says, is indeed the truth. You see, the months leading up to wrestlemania, for me, are meant to be a time of excitement and greatness. They weren't and then wrestlemania happened, and i was even more deflated. Since destined for immortality, my enthusiasm for all things efedding related, have slowly been draining away. I tack it up to the losing disinterest in real wrestling, but that doesn't matter. What matters is, i just wasn't enjoy anything anymore. I would skim read shows and as you have seen in the last few months, iI have not been active in threads. But i know me, and in a week or two, ill come crawling back, so im cutting all ties. I am taking a break from all of wrestling, efedding, and ewn. i am enjoying life, watching tv shows i love and spending time with my amazing daughter. So for now, this is adios. Who knows, maybe you all will see me again one day, but one last thing. Thank you, thank you to each of you who made icw who made iwa successful. thank you for letting me express my creative mind, and thank you for putting up with my shenanigans.

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:17 PM

Dated 05-07-2013 (Again in the IWA thread)

Originally Posted by bearkg88

Ok, so, this is me saying, I'm done. I'm done with efedding, I'm done with EWN forums, I'm just done. After the debacle yesterday, I feel as though I am one of the more hated users, so I don't really see a reason to ever come back. So, this is indeed my final post. Now sure, I'm some will reply to this and say "sure Bear, see you in a few days, blah blah", but after the conversations I had, not just with B-Mc, but with others, I have no reason to come back here. So this is my final adieu, but in my usual fashion, I'm not going out with a whimper. So here goes.

Benny-For the longest time, I considered you a bro. I know I threw you into this, and I know you are pissed for a multitude of reasons. The fact was at one point, we were friends. So I hope this works out for you, and I hope things in real life work out also. Other than the times we have squabbled, you have been a cool guy.

Eddie-The guy I've known the longest on this site, one of the few guys I knew I could say anything to, and it wouldn't go anywhere. Yeah, we had a huge blow up yesterday, and I'm sure you'll be pissed for a good long while, just like I will have the "give a fuck" attitude for a while, but in the end, you were a friend also. I hope Revolution rocks for you, and you do wonders, as only you can do.

Dennis-One of the few guys I'll still probably talk to after this. People can mock you, and make fun fo you, but when it comes down to it, you are a good guy, and definitely someone worthwile to call a friend.

The Heartbreak Kid-THBK, what can I say bro? It wasn't until around the end of ICW, beginning of IWA, and my time in WWE, that we actually really chatted and became friends. Thank you for your kind words yesterday, but I stand by what I originally said. I hope WWE fantasy goes well, and hopefully you guys stay at the top of the efed ladder, as where you rightfully deserve to be.

TTC- it's no hidden thing what I think of you, but I want to clarify. Chatting with you, when you aren't being a total obnoxious troll, you are a decent guy. If you just stopped your insistent trolling, and be creative with your characters(look at Darren Bull), I think most people wouldn't have a problem with you, and would be glad to have you involved in stuff.

AshleyPunk-If i ever ragged on you, even joking wise, I am sorry. You are always a positive and outgoing person, and that is a rare thing to see, so stay that way. I hope things go well for you with Revolution, and hopefully you get a chance to shine as creative.

B-Mc-I've said pretty much all I am going to say.

Vandarius-The other guy Ill still probably talk to after this. I want to thank you first, for sticking with me in IWA, and being on call when people bailed with stuff they had to do. I ain't going to go into much, purely because you are a good guy, and I will still chat with you.

ScribblerJones-Broseph, I am sorry. I am sorry things couldn't come to be. See, in the last few days, I had talked with ole scribs, about the idea of starting up a new efed. It wouldn't have been anything soon, no, it probably wouldn't have been till July or Aug, as I wanted to figure out what was happening with my kid and the baby mama, if they were moving or not. I knew it would be met with resentment and disbelief, but I still believed there would be some who would be interested. Scribs, I have to give you a huge kudos bro, purely because 99% of the time, whatever it might be, you are positive, and all for whatever it is. Keep it up bro, for real.

Asherdelampyr-Bro, I have enjoyed chatting with you, and seeing your characters develop. To me, Black Blooded are the #1 team not just in IWA,, but in all of efedding. In IWA atleast, Damaged Goods come in a close second. Keep up the great work bro, as anything you do, is gold.

Torphy-Blunt, to the point, direct. Some things people don't like, I for one, that was great. One of the few guys who I knew would give it straight with no bs or ass kissing. Thank you. Thank you for first, being that person, and second, being willing to work with Shining when I am sure others would have looked at two characters like yours and his and been like "that is just odd, I don't want to do it".

to anyone else I didn't mention-Thank you. Thank you for taking part in ICW, for taking part in IWA, for putting up with who I am as a person, and for most of all, being people for me to chat with and socialize with. There are some I have had arguments with, and others I've never had problems with, but when it comes down to it, I've enjoyed my time, and hope all goes well for all of you.

So that is it. I am posting this and logging off. So feel free to say whatever you want.

Well, if you insist!

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:18 PM

I was reminded from the above post of the bullet point like address system Bear used in another famous drunken posting. Remember this?
Dated 11-02-2012

Originally Posted by bearkg88

So i realized something. We interact with each other, but we never really say what we think of others, so I'm going to start. Some of you might look at this and be like fuck yea, and others might see it and report me to a mod, and for those of you who are like that, i hope these words sitck in your ass

No_1 Eddie. DUde, you are awesome. For real, you are the best guy on here. not only are you a good RPer, but you are super fucking creative. Seriously dude, you should be named king of creative because to me, you are the best.

Vand-Dude you stepped up big time and for that, I think you are a great guy. Some might look at you as fairly new considering the time you've been in efeds in EWN, but hey, fuck em, I haven't been here much longer ya know?

Benny-Dude, you are the best new comer on this site. Seriously, your promos are top notch, and if I ranked you against all new comers in the last 6 months, and some of the "veterans" yoy would be the top of the list

Chunk-Dude...half the time I have a hard time understanding your promos, but for real, you are always on time and always awesome about that,

THBK-Dude, you are like 16 or something, but seriously, you rock, more on you later.

Thunder-You know bro, I got to say thank you for always being so helpful in general. I will always appreciate that

Kingbling-dude you just suck. I wanted to say this before when you acted like a prick when I PMed you, but I held my tongue. Not now though....fucktard

HJ-Dude, i knwo you've been wanting to win the big one, and probably feel cheated, but do you know why you haven't won the big one? Consistency. From what I saw in HWA and ICW, you someitmes hit the mark, and sometimes didn't. It's understandable to miss once in a while, but in my eyes, and others, you missed more than hit....which brings me to...

Rated Rob....dude...aren't you like 26? The way you acted when all the SRW shit went down, makes me think you are only 12. Seriously dude. I've been wanting to say this for a while, so here it is...grow the fuck up.

Look at all the efeds on EWN, taking IWA out of the situation, WWE Fantasy is the best/ It's not because of the people in the efed, because some of them really suck at promos, but the rest rock...no...the WWE Fantasy fed is the best because of its creative. G.G.G., Des, and THBK are amazing at what they do, and constantly deliver, and for that, we thank you.

That brings us to the bottom of the list in my opinion. JBW. JBW reminds me of Hulk Hogan. Something/Someone who use to be big, but just needs to step away. And thats not a knock against Jman or TDA, it's just the general truth. If JBW were putting even monthly shows out, my opinion would differ, but how many months now has Kingdom Come been in the works? 3? 4? Longer than that? Come on now....

So those are my opinions. Got balls? Share yours!

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:19 PM

After Bear’s LONG, LONG hiatus, we finally got this…..

Dated 05-15-2013 (IWA thread ((once again)))

Originally Posted by bearkg88

Too good, not to talk about. After 8 seasons.....numerous girls...numerous teases.....we...finally...met...THE MOTHER!!!!

Strangely, it’s identical to the post from the Television Discussion thread. 2 minutes earlier.

Followed by –

Originally Posted by bearkg88

But but...a HIMYM movie would be epic....dare I say....Legen.....wait for it....wait for it...dary! Legendary!

Nah, I merely was poking at the statement that community has made in the past of 6 seasons and a movie. I'd rather see Community go for 1 or 2 more seasons than end, and as much as a die hard HIMYM fan I am, I am glad this next season will wrap/end things

That's it, I'm certain that will be Bear's last post here......don't you???

To Be Continued.......

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:34 PM

I think this guy really meant it -

Originally Posted by browne81

I don't know if I will be able to do it but I am going to try to stop visiting this site at all. I like watching the wwe each week but I think that I would enjoy it much more if I just stop coming to this site and sites like it.

I don't read the articles titled spoilers. But when you see something like. "wwe's plan for HHH/Lesnar" after he supposedly quits well you have already ruined the element of surprise for yourself.

Or when I see someone title a thread or a blog in a similar fashion. I already have a hint as to what will happen.
i wasn't into these sites during the nwo days but I am sure they had all sorts of rumors about hogan turning heel and wcw considering a massive stable etc etc.

Had I read that before it happened it would have made less of an impact on me. If you got this far in my thread thanks for your time. I don't think I can stay away but I will try

**Robstar** · 05-15-2013, 06:41 PM

And remember The Piper? Haven't seen him since either...

Originally Posted by The Piper

I am respectfully leaving the forum community of EWN, this has nothing to do with anyone specifically, I just think it will be easier to be a wrestling fan while not reading complaints so often.

Signing off, The Piper