I love ya bear... Even though my sig says I hate you, I hate all equally and you and I have never had any mix ups, but rather cordial conversations (Suits!). Even though I have taken cheap shots at the HIMYM syndrome, we have still gotten along. It's moments like this that make me wish that whoever it was that was involved with the Challenge game a while back in the CBoT that was supposed to write the "5 Hazards of e-Fedding" would have actually taken the time to write it, as I think "Remember, this is all just for fun" should have been the number 1 rule.
Enjoy your time away (if you choose to take it) or come back and act like nothing went wrong. Either way it is fine by me, but I am glad you did do one thing. You said what you felt without holding back. Both you and B-Mac did so, and it was something that needed to be said. Good for you; only bigger men in life can talk about their problems openly and if others take issue with that, I hope their suppressed feelings and whispers behind backs don't force them to rage out when the toll is taken on their emotions. Yes, this is a Cyber world and the e-Feds are a fantasy inside a fantasy (Inception style), but anything you can attach to emotionally will affect you in real life. If you don't take the time to process those emotions and let them out, they can consume you and result in this very statement you made as your frustrations have overwhelmed you.
Enough Psycho-babble, enjoy yourself bear. Catch you on the flip side.