night and then when I woke up my mom was there and she told me, she was like, 'they said you're not going to move again', because I couldn't feel anything from the neck down. They were like, 'you're not going to move again' and it was funny because I always ate so clean and my mom brought me Wendy's and she's like feeding me this milkshake and that's when she decides to drop the news on me. I was like, 'you just ruined all this'. But yeah, they told me I would never move again and then it was almost two days later I moved. They had just come in to talk to me about how things are going to be and I could already move my hands. I didn't have a lot of feeling but I could move them. Then within about an hour I could feel my feet and everything was coming back and they sent a physical therapist in to work with me and she helped me get out of bed and to the door of the room. Then I walked down this long hallway by myself. Like this 20 foot hallway just by myself."
On getting back into shape: "It was weird because anytime I told the story nobody believes that I broke my neck. Then I tell them how serious it was and they're like 'there's no way you broke your neck.' I think I just never really stopped training which in the long run might have affected me a little bit, but I remember being at home in my neck brace and I started losing a bunch of weight so I would do pushups and stuff at home. I had a stationary bike I would ride. I was sitting there in my recliner and I had these 10 pound dumbbells; I was sitting there just doing curls and just sitting around watching wrestling. I guess I never really quit training so I didn't really lose a whole lot."
On Dixie Carter and TNA's support: "Dixie has, out of everybody, probably been the most amazing. She's totally taken care of me. When she was in the hospital with me she was just like a mom. She was there before my mom was and was just there telling me everything's going to be ok and totally took care of me. I mean, she was there from the time I got hurt, she was holding my hand right after I got paralyzed. Dixie has been absolutely amazing. Totally taken care of me and its cool because still to this day some people are like, 'are you going to wrestle? Are you not?' Dixie always tells me, 'I know you're going to wrestle again. I know it's going to happen.' So she's been very positive. So has everyone else at TNA. All the boys, they're like, 'I can't wait till you come back and wrestle,' even if we don't know I can. It's been really cool. Everybody's been very supportive, which was cool because I hadn't been in TNA that long and I was just always a shy kid so I didn't make a whole lot of friends while I was at TNA. I had the guys I hung out with but it was cool because I got really close to a lot of people after this happened."
On working with TNA as a non-wrestler: "It's getting easier, a little bit. My first night doing production was really rough. I hadn't been around TNA, I stayed away from it and for a while, like right after I got hurt I would watch the product, I would watch as much wrestling as I could because all I thought about was getting back and how soon can I be back. Then I think it was probably 2-3 months down the road, because I spent 3 and a half months in a neck brace and sleeping in a recliner, and I just completely gave up on wrestling. I was like, 'I'm done with that.' I didn't watch the product for a while. Then I went down to TNA and I was standing in the back with Dixie and just watching all the boys get ready and going over everything, I was like, 'man, that's what I want to be doing.' It was weird seeing all the guys go do their thing and like I feel fine but I just can't. There's just no telling what could happen. Doctors said it could be one slam; it could be a thousand before my neck gives out again."
On what he would do if he never wrestles again: "I've been told by doctors a million times over again now, when they see what I do, I remember my first orthopedic surgeon I guess he thought I did high school wrestling and at my 6 month mark he was like, 'if that's what you do you're fine, you can go back.' I was like, 'I don't think you know how this happened.' I showed him some videos and he was like, 'whoa, you can't do that. There's no way your body can take that.' And then every doctor I've seen so far is like there's no way, it's just not going to happen. My mom is totally supportive of it. She's like, 'if you can make it through being paralyzed, you can more than go back.' I see a good career going here in production; everything's going good. I like it. I'm learning more and I'm really happy that I have the opportunity to do it but I think wrestling-wise, that's what I want to do. I'm 23, so I still have that young fire and want to go. And that's the thing; all the older guys are like, 'man, it's not worth it.' All the older guys they want to stop wrestling and get an office job like I have now. I think it was like my fourth day in ICU, I was laying there and I had seen so many people. I really had not even maybe said hi to Kurt Angle, I was just intimidated by him and then my mom comes in and says, 'you have another visitor.' I was like, 'please, just send him home, do whatever with him,' and Kurt spent his own money and flew down from Pennsylvania just to see me. I had never even really talked to him, I just said hi and respected him and that was it, and he sat there and talked to me for like an hour just about how I was going to get better, how I was going to get a big push when I come back. I remember I was just laying there; I was like, 'Kurt, I'm stuck in a neck brace. This is not going to happen.' And he yelled at me like he was my dad. He was like, 'you know what? You can lay here on your ass and feel sorry for yourself, that's not going to get you back in the ring, that's not going to make you walk.' So he motivated me to get up and actually do it. I was supposed to spend... (Continues on next page)